Please read the disclaimer below if you think that selling my content, stalking, harassing, being disrespectful or ghosting me is a choice after we have started working together. Also, my clients are protected & have legal protections in place that will be used if birth trauma is even thought of or committed against the people I love, that we love. This goes for anyone, including providers that call themselves supporting birth but are actually using their ‘power’ to drive forward their antiquated standards of care causing irreparable & extensive hurt in our clients long after they have walked away.
Trauma informed care is the standard amongst (most) midwives. The ones your ancestors tried to get rid of? The ones you said loved black people? Yeah. They’re baaaaaaaack :) Actually they never went anywhere, you just weren’t paying attention. So, they’re building birthing centers all over the world. And you can finally begin to close the doors to your 99 bed maternity floors. We love that for you. You can keep the ICU & ICU stepdown. We can use the rest of the hospital for midwifery care too. We will turn the C-suite into a strip club. Leave your stilettos at the door. Hey, take your drugs with you. Hold on, are those percs? Did you get that from the narcotic cabinet? Wait a minute.
Get with the program or get gone. I am a mandated reporter, please consider that when you cross paths with me & any other doula. Richmond University Medical Center, you are on the docket. You’ve already been warned several times. Maybe if their upper management wasn’t so consumed with wearing Christian Louboutin’s to work (I wish I was joking), they wouldn’t be in this place. And they’d actually return calls. Maybe they’re adding more donation plaques to their office wall. RUMC doesn’t want this smoke, there’s the entire Island they’d have to answer to, not me. I’m done.
Bohemian Rhapsody announced my departure for a reason, only I’m just finding out why. The song still stays on repeat, only now, I don’t wish I wasn’t born at all. I was brought into the world for a reason. I’ve accepted that and have embraced it so much that I made an entire career out of it and did a damn good job. That’s one reason people can’t stand me. I still get paid though, thanks for your concern. I have to leave you all behind to face the truth, again. I’m tired of it, but it makes me happy to know the scales have balanced. Hurting the people I love will be met with a fury you’ve never experienced in your life. Violence? Nah, I’m not violent. Act like you know & watch yourself. Last time. Blowing through multiple lawsuits is annoying. I’m not the only one though. Trust me, this is another unnamed or acknowledged pandemic.
I am in so much pain. I truly don’t know what I’m supposed to do in this space. I lost family members who are still living. The behaviors I am witnessing are from psychological conditioning. Every single one of the people involved has heavy doomscrolling habits. The only ones remaining, don’t use social media that much. Many of us don’t use it at all.
I’m going up against META, if you have reason- get the hell up and do the same. Look at Zuck tokenizing a black man wearing META glasses that pedophiles & abusers have been using. In healthcare spaces too. Without prior consent & the ability to stop people from knowing they are being recorded. This is the world he created, this is the world he will send a long liftetime repenting for. His karma is coming for him hard body, as it should. But it is already too late. We’ve lost so much at the hands of this corrupt country. Get the entire ego centric administration out of office immediately. This is nothing but revenge. Look at the news and tell me otherwise. I’m not listening though.
In the Air Tonight
Mark FUCKING Zuckerberg is aware of what he has done. Every single one of the people that have come after me for money, out of hatred, spite, envy, sex, everything under the sun are literally parroting the same exact line. “You’re all over the place.”
The way they try to discard you? Run you through the absolute depths of hell that they’re experiencing. This fucking bitch Zuckerberg is going down, I swear to God I’m so angry that idc how it sounds. I can’t believe the amount of DV, PMADs, attempted attacks on people’s lives that I’m seeing. Our legal system is struggling to keep up. Healthcare professionals are crying hysterically while being attacked and stalked by other healthcare professionals. It’s like this internal war we’ve been experiencing for decades has now exploded into something hospitals & providers do not have capacity to control.
Obama said it best, now is the time, our future generations are not to be touched by this. EVER. If you don’t care about yourself that’s fine, at least care about the future.
Get your kids off social media immediately. Parents, put your phones down if you give a damn about humanity. GET KIDS OFF SOCIAL MEDIA IMMEDIATELY.
Influencers that have their children on their channel in loving ways, continue to protect them. You know how to keep them safe. I love you for that.
We're building the future of human connection
guilty as charged
For the “influencers” that use their children to push their profit driven, corrupt energy having, self-centered agenda? You’re a fraud, let it go. Get your kids off social media, like we said. You are a disgusting human being that will go to HELL for what you’re doing. We don’t care about you. WE want OUR children safe.
They become OURS because parents that integrate their children into their “self-image” are ego driven. I will never forget Shane Dawson doing a series with Jeffree Star & later Jake Paul. You wonder why people went after Shane the way they did? Completely destroying all he built?
STAY WOKE. The same people that went after him are the same people that saw themselves in this series. PSYCHOPATHS that have way more horrific histories than Shane Dawson ever did. Y’all love to judge people, go judge the parents that raised you & this country that allows it instead. This is a global health crisis. We should’ve been on lock down months ago, once again. Look who is teaching our children. Look who has adults outside looking devoid of any human life. Mark Zuckerberg is guilty as charged. I’m glad he’s being held accountable as he tried to run away once again. The Social Reckoning, isn’t just a movie.
“Shane Dawson has said that “anybody could be a sociopath. Anybody,” and in his Jake Paul docuseries he suggested that many YouTubers may display traits linked to antisocial personality disorder, including a lack of empathy and a disregard for social norms.”
The quote and context
“In an interview tied to his Mind of Jake Paul series, Dawson told Dexerto that after speaking with therapist Kati Morton about the textbook traits of sociopaths, he realized:
“What she described is so many people I know and so many people I’ve met, worked with and been friends with. Anybody can be a sociopath. Anybody.”
Shane Dawson hit the nail on the head before anyone realized that Mark Zuckerberg created INFLUENCED INFLUENCERS to society. So keep buying his stocks. Let’s see how your trading game goes when you’re sitting under the jail.
IF people actually listened, would we be here now? If people actually watched Social Dilemma when it came out six years ago? Would we be here now. If people realized that Trump was driven into social media spaces by Mark Zuckerberg for a reason, then maybe you could stop fixating like a 2 year-old that you hate Trump. Ok. Who gaf? The tyrant and his hoe gang have been in office for 2 years. Now what? Get the hell off social media with your thoughts and prayers. We told you that when Eric Garner was shot in Staten Island how many years ago? But our precincts are 1000% better in comparison to the slow responders in the rest of the boroughs. Take the train to hoe town with the tyrants. MTA NYC train systems in Staten Island are your focus though. Y’all be safe.
You spend more time worrying about Staten Island than you do taking care of your own home. GTFOH.
maga if you don’t get out of our face, damn
If you don’t stand now, you stand for nothing. Either way, the rest of us are good.
We have the OG Democratic leaders over here. You’re still running Red Light Specials like TLC did. OK, get out of the past & do something. Like vote? And sthu. Thanks.
In Honor of all souls that left us too soon. We ended this today. It’s Team You? MAGA? Have a great life. You definitely can’t sit with us ever in life. We told you how we felt during the last presidential campaign. Phil Collins wants to have a word with you. Click the title above, way above, it’s blue.
maga influenced but denounce maga, how sway?
People denounce Trump but then turn around and abuse women. Ok, join your partners over in MAGA land. Two sides of the same damn coin. That was quick but the fx have left the building years ago. Sometimes I feel like I created my own website so I could freely curse online. That’s great, I tried not to do that but here we are. Me being myself. How awful is that. You can refer to Phil Collins too, thanks.
the beer holding has now commenced
The people that are the epicenter of this War, they have to go up against this current administration. Remember that they are sacrificing their lives to keep your family safe. Respect them, that’s non-negotiable. I’m sharing a flyer I received in the mail that will remain in my home forever.
Vote for the Democrats Running to Make Staten Island Stronger
Our Democratic team will build stronger communities, fight for families, keep us safe, and make life more affordable. This election is too important to miss. We are pulling up tomorrow, November 3rd, 2026. We know we will see you there. I still have no idea who the opponents are. That seems legit.
Kathy C. Hochul, NYS Governor
Maternal health loves you. Thank you.
Letitia A. James, NYS Attorney General
Falling OFF THE BONE. Please research this Queen, my hands started shaking typing her name.
Jessica Scarcella-Spanton, NYS Senate District 23.
Kicks doors off the hinges on the daily like nothing happened. While being a wife and mother of public-school children. And does math homework with them. Pray for her, please. My hands started shaking again. Whew. That math homework? Yeah.
Charles D. Fall, NYS Assembly District 61. Stands 11 feet tall.
He is the first Muslim and African American Assemblymember elected from Staten Island. Chile, when you see Muslim, please run. They aren’t terriorists, that’s your dad. Muslims are some of the best human beings on the planet, that’s why they’re hated. NEXT
Kelvin Richards, Justices of the Supreme Court.
Look at Kelvin. Looks like he graduated High School and kicked the door off the hinges immediately. Landed into the Supreme Court like nothing happened. I’m so proud.
Tashanna Golden is living her life like it’s Golden.
Don’t play with it, as per my last email. Judge of the Civil Court-Countrywide. That smoke, you do not want. Ok, next.
John Freaking A. Vitucci. Judge of the Civil Court (where your daddy is finna go)-North Shore/Mid-Island, please stand up. A standing ovation is needed. Ok, sit down. I didn’t say that, DiNapoli did.
All candidates were endorsed by Thomas DiNapoli-Did Not Come To Play With You Con Artists.
Hold his beer. This is the people’s comptroller. The newsletters are going to leave you crying laughing & well-educated. He is protecting our retirement security because we don’t wish to work let alone work until we are 105 years old. The social security administration loves trump. Have a look. DiNapoli is slaughtering corruption. Eats it for breakfast & brushes his suit off thereafter. Finally, he is standing up for the values that the feral members of Gen X & Z should be very familiar with but don’t practice. Sigma X mode is an option for those who do not wish to be affiliated with them.
Read, Pray, Love & Vote
Sincerely,
Your neighborhood lover of all things vulnerable populations. Holder of a 25-person legal team. I will absolutely mop the floor with you if you want to try US or ME. Amen.
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